Feeling down!

UUUgH! I just feel like venting, but not to my book….not to twitter…so I guess I’ll put it in my blog!
Faceboook is a site I frequent, especially when I’m bored…which has been a lot lately. Facebook has been making me feel a little depressed lately. Seeing all the people in relationships and or married and have kids….they’ve found their happily ever after.
My Heart and my head are at war because I don’t really want that right now, but my heart wants it so bad I can taste it, I can imagine it in my head. I can feel it on my skin; I see it in my dreams. I cannot identify with whom, where or when. *shrugs*
I think that part of me surfaces when I don’t have numerous people I talk to which, I wish I had again. I haven’t been out or have I met many new people in a while. So I still clinging to the few I do deal with. Something tells me this is not healthy, because the ones I deal with I should probably let go, for whatever reason. All I know is I feel like I have the ass end of each of them. Which depresses me even more.
I can’t wait until the fall. I want to be so enthralled in school that no one exists and/or I have no time for them. Maybe then this feeling will go away? *shrugs*
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